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Sunday, May 02, 2010
The Strongest Leaf (A Childrens Story)
“Why is my green coat changing to yellow?” the strongest leaf asked.
The wind blew through the branches and all the other leaves replied together, “It’s nearly fall, don’t you know? We’re all getting ready to fly.”
“Oh,” he replied, “but why can’t we stay right here together?”
The others laughed.
As the days of September went by he watched them turn bright red and soft brown. Then one by one, and sometimes in a rush before a big gust of cold wind, they let go of their branches. Instead of flying, each leaf merely fluttered down to the forest floor. Some rustled around for a few days, but soon they fell fast asleep.
The strongest leaf didn’t want to leave the forest branches. The thought of falling down into the dim forest floor frightened him. So as each gust of autumn wind blew he would cling to his branch all the tighter. With each day the wind grew colder and the number of his friends grew scarce. Soon his branch was bare and only a few leaves remained within shouting distance. Then even these lost their grip and with a sigh fluttered down into the wet shadows below.
One gray morning the cold drops of rain began to change. The strongest leaf watched in awe as the pattering of rain faded into the hollow sound of a million fluttering flakes of snow. He looked around to see if any other leaves were feeling the same wonder as him, but they were all gone. Every one had fallen like the gentle flakes that brushed by his tips. He was now all alone.
The days grew colder and the nights grew longer. All the strongest leaf could do was hold on to his branch through the long frozen winter. One night the snow turned wet again, but this time it stuck to everything it touched. It coated the forest in a thick layer of ice. The heavy ice was almost more than he could bear. His grip stretched to its limit as the groans and creaks of the trees turned into crashes as branches broke off and smashed down to the ground.
The strongest leaf cried out in pain, but he held on nonetheless. He was proud to have so far withstood the wind that twisted and tossed him, and the cold that froze and dried him. He knew that winter would not last forever and that soon the snow would melt and that the bitter cold would retreat, welcoming a new season of warmth and green. He was proud to have outlasted what had whisked all of the other leaves away.
Sure enough spring did come. The snow melted. The days grew warm. New buds began to appear on every branch all around him. The strongest leaf waited in eager expectation.
One warm spring day the buds finally burst into new tender green leaves. They opened their eyes and looked around in wonder. The strongest leaf said. “Hello friends. Welcome to the forest.” He smiled wide.
“Who are you?” They all asked together.
“I’m a maple leaf just like you.” He exclaimed.
“You're not like us,” they replied. “Look at how brown, dry, and ugly you are!”
The strongest leaf said, “That’s only because I’ve been holding on here all winter long.”
“You look gross!” they all said. “Your points are all shriveled, your skin is rotting and dry, and your stem is all splintered.” The little leaves laughed at him. “Why would you want to stick around so long like that?” They asked between snickers.
If he had any moisture left in him, the strongest leaf would have burst into tears. Instead he whispered, “I held on because I wanted to spend another summer up here with you.”
“That’s crazy!” They all yelled together. The laughter grew louder as word spread among the branches and trees that a year old leaf was still among them.
The strongest leaf heaved a heavy sigh. A fresh gust of wind caught him, but this time he didn’t resist. He let go. The wind’s clutching fingers carried him. His branch tumbled away. His tree tumbled away. The wind held his brittle folds lightly and lifted him up above the surrounding leaves. The curl of his tips and thin dry skin allowed him to be carried even higher. It was then he remembered the words of his old friends and he knew--all this time he had been getting ready to fly. He closed his eyes and let the wind carry him spinning into the spring sky.
Friday, May 04, 2007
Cairo Cars
Tuesday, July 04, 2006
Summer at Dusk
It was the summer at Pearl’s ranch in the Oregon highlands—riding her bike under the blooming dogwood trees, parting mud-puddles like the red sea as dusk gathered in the background. It was Aunt Ginny’s home cooked dinners, her good natured scoldings each time she came in from the day covered in mud, hay, dust, and sometimes all combined. It was church clothes, garden rakes, the hardware store, and Uncle Tom’s truck. And it was the last time she remembered everything being alright. On that ranch, the worst that could happen was a skinned knee, the most unpleasant part was Uncle Tom’s knock on her door for pre-dawn chores. She didn’t know there were hurts you could get without breaking the skin. She didn’t know about the ones they gave you deep inside. The kind that a band-aid can never reach. The kind that just sit there and twist. She thought pills were for a headache, and didn’t know about therapists. Nobody told her life was a maze. A complicated prison. That summer, watching the neighbor boys bale hay on the upper pasture, she decided it was just like a fresh cut field. A thing she could run into with arms stretched wide open. And perched at it’s end, looking out the back window of Uncle Tom’s truck, Aunt Ginny waved from the porch, and she felt that if she merely lifted her hands, she would soar forward into the sky.
Monday, March 06, 2006
Distraction
Sunday, October 30, 2005
The Lost and Finding
“Why don’t you write Him a letter? Get an appointment,” his friend asked.
“We’re frickin couriers. I’m not sending anything post in this town.”
“What about the man who says Hallelujah?”
“What about him?”
“Well, he probably knows Him. Maybe he can get you in.”
He remembered when he first heard the man in the black glasses speak the word. It was in front of the hot chocolate machine in the echoing lobby of One Financial Plaza. “Hallelujah,” he said, and shilled in three quarters for a cup. Another time, he uttered it on the elevator between the 55th and 54th floors of the Bancorp building. He appeared in as many places throughout town as they did. He seemed just as intimate with the towers as they were, and for this they gave him respect—even though his aims remained a mystery.
“Yeah. He can probably hook me up, if I can track him down.”
“But I don’t get why you gotta see Jesus so bad.”
“It’s hard to explain.”
“So?”
“So, I’m not too clear on why right now.”
They drank their coffee.
“You know that mural on Washington?” he asked.
“Which one? Sheera Warrior Princess, on Comic World? Or the Love Power wall looking over the freeway? Paint peeled Christ, standing, arms outstretched.”
“To all us sinners,” he said, gazing out the window at his old bike, chained with the others to the same guardrail. “I think that’s why I need to find Him.”
They drank their coffee.
“Yeah. I get you man,” his friend said.
Monday, August 01, 2005
The Dark Surf
He never thought of The Valley as a hot place, not like a fire or hell. For him it was always cold. Cold like television and pro sports, like suburban sprawl and the American way. Cold like school, like all those code words polite people used to stay polite. Societies are put together to obscure The Valley and he saw now that he had been trudging between it’s margins for years. And now there it was writhing in front of him. Finely unmasked. They stared into the fire and sang and talked, but he gawked at what stood behind them. It was the chance to trade all that in: climb into the gaping maw of leviathan. Because there is only one thing to do with The Valley of the Shadow of Death—get to the bottom of it. Scramble, claw, crawl. Find the final slough of despond, take your last living breath, dive in, and swim down into it’s muddy depths grasping for that one pearl handle, that opens into the piercing light of pure life.
And now here he was. This far out. The whole ocean set against him. His hands and feet dripped blood. But he knew there was a long way to go. Many dark hours lay ahead, because he could sense the bottom still further out. He recited the rest of the verse against the thundering breakers, and jumped into the rising tide.
Tuesday, July 05, 2005
Chaos Theory
“Show’s closed, kid,” the big man said. “It’s full up.”
“Skoop boop be woop!” DJ Scribble shouted. “Ka goop bleh bleh shoo.” He flapped his arms in odd shapes.
“Ok?” the big man asked.
“This is the truth, brotha. Klam floo hoohaw!” His contortions now involved swift leg jerks. “This is what the world actually consists of—shaw dida coom few!”
He stopped the gyrations, but the big man didn’t stop crossing his arms. The wildly erratic beats of the show continued below. The man obviously hadn’t heard of entropy before. He obviously didn’t know what was going on downstairs, what was eventually going to happen up here—to him. To his club. His city. The universe. He savored the big man’s naiveté. “Just work here, huh? Don’t know, right? Second law of thermodynamics?” He pointed over the big man’s shoulder. “They do. That’s why I came, brotha. It’s my church down there. Last year, my place of conversion. Just let me in, man. They’d have me with em, if they knew I’zere.”
“Does that thing have FM?” the big man asked softly.
DJ Scribble looked down at his beat up tape deck. “Yeah.”
“Let me see it.” He nodded his head towards the door. “Cause brother. They’re all faken it down there. Not your crowd. Here’s the tunes for true believers—like you.”
DJ Scribble unclipped the tape deck from his belt. The man leaned over and grazed both dials with his finger and watched the thin kid move the speakers over his ears.
“It’s just static.” DJ Scribble hollered.
“Yup.”
Sunday, June 19, 2005
Café Life
Wednesday, June 08, 2005
True Faith
‘I came down here to be evangelized,’ he said, shilling over an old pamphlet. ‘Someone put this in my pocket while I was passed out at ozzfest last year. I got your address here on the back.’
‘Oh,’ Kim said, and pushed some buttons hurriedly. She muffled something into the end of a phone and looked over at the man repeatedly as she listened, nodding her head. ‘Did you see the sinner’s prayer printed on the back?’ She asked.
Stu flipped the tract over. ‘Oh yeah,’ he tapped the bottom with his finger, ‘but I thought it might not be real unless I confessed to someone or something.’
She turned away. ‘He saw the prayer’ she said to the floor. More silence, more nods. She turned back and smiled. 'What's your name, sir?'
'Stu Jenkensen.'
‘I have good news Mr. Jenkensen. If you read the prayer you are actually already… Evangelized.’
‘Oh,’ he said.
‘I understand how that can come as a surprise to you.’ She hung up the phone. ‘But let’s not make your trip down here for nothing.’ Kim disappeared behind the desk and re-emerged with an armload of materials. ‘Mr. Jenkensen, do you like sports? Because first of all we have a brand new sports Bible filled with many inspiring sports stories. And here is the church directory, a guide to the rapture, and you also get to share your faith with this self adhesive bumper sticker.’
Stu flipped the sticker over. ‘Are you Saved?’ it said in bold red letters.‘Thanks, but don’t I need to believe or something?’ He asked.
Kim smiled the exact same smile, ‘You wouldn’t be down here without faith, Stu.’ She placed the tattered tract on top of the others and handed them tenderly into his outstretched hands. ‘The best thing you can do now is call one of those numbers and get your walk started.’
Stu could tell the conversation was over. ‘Oh, ok.’ He turned around, arms full, to the double glass doors.
The stuff got thrown in the trunk, but the sticker stared back at him from inside. ‘Are You Saved?’ It asked. Even though he knew he didn’t believe, he peeled the sticker, put it on his car, got in, and drove away.
Wednesday, June 01, 2005
Broken Elevator
'The elevator was broken,' he managed to say.